Susie, a 28 year old single mom, struggled to get through life raising Sam her 12 year old daughter who had been disabled since birth and Penny, a six year old precocious ball of energy.
Susie had been an only child to a single parent. She'd never known her dad or any other father figure. Her mother was a drunken recluse. Susie was naturally shy and introvert and her childhood years had done nothing to help her confidence. She could count more bullies than friends at school. The only girl to really befriend her was her classmate, Lucy. Lucy also had no dad but she had an uncle, uncle Jack. She had first become aware of Lucy's 'unusual' relationship with uncle Jack when she was about seven years old. Lucy had taken her to her uncle's house saying he would give them some candy or money for ice-cream. Lucy went into the bedroom with uncle Jack. Susie had peeked through the crack in the door. She saw Lucy with her uncle's 'thingy' in her mouth and watched in amazement as white stuff bubbled from Lucy's lips.
Later, whilst they were eating the candy that Lucy had 'earned', Susie asked Lucy about what she'd seen. Lucy explained how boys want girls to do stuff and were willing to pay. On their next visit to see uncle Jack, he'd invited Susie watch. She was enthralled by the spectacle of his dick squirting stuff out. Over the years she watched her friend blowing uncle Jack on numerous occasions. She'd also watched him trying to get his dick inside her cunnie which was unbelievable, there was no way that huge thing would fit inside such a small hole. She'd been amazed when he finally managed to squeeze it inside Lucy's small hole. Seeing her friend's hole stretched so tight gave her such tingles it made her legs wobbly. She'd felt little tingles in her own cunnie before when she watched Lucy sucking her uncle but when he finally pushed it inside her front bottom hole she was compelled find push a finger on to her little clitty to try and stop the tingles.
On several occasions uncle Jack had begged her to suck him or let him lick her but she'd always refused. She was sexually aroused watching her friend and uncle Jack and really wanted to do stuff but she was far too timid. She'd been taught that it was naughty and she was too frightened to do naughty things. She often lay in her bed rubbing herself thinking about what it would be like. She'd done some stuff with Lucy on sleep-overs convincing herself that it was OK to do things with another girl. They would explore each others sex holes and masturbating each others clitties. She'd hang on Lucy's every word as she described how it felt to have her cunnie penetrated by a real dick.
When she was ten she needed some money to buy the kind of clothes that would make her look like all her classmates. She desperately didn't want to stick out in the crowd. She'd been trying to save money from her meagre allowance but it was impossible. She asked uncle Jack for help her. She expected he'd want something in return and was ready to negotiate. Uncle Jack started by at the top asking to fuck her, Susie started at the bottom suggesting she might show him her knickers. In the end she agreed to allow him to watch her take a piss. She'd been caught a little wrong footed when he suggested watching her piss. She and Lucy had played pissing games just for a bit of naughty fun but she was surprised that someone would pay to watch someone else pissing!
She slipped off her thick cotton school knickers and climbed onto the toilet. Jack knelt in front of her. She'd been shocked but excited when he lifted her feet up onto the seat opening up her pussy to his view. She could feel his eyes burning into her shamefully exposed pussy. She got scared when he pulled out his dick and started wanking it. It took her some time and concentration to release the muscles holding the urine in her bladder. Piss suddenly spluttered from her bald pussy before settling into a steady stream. She was amazed and excited at the picture of delight on Jack's face. He was almost drooling as he pumped away furiously at his dick. She liked it, she liked the feeling of having something which had such a strong effect of an adult. She liked watching his sponk shoot high into the air, not just because it was a novel sight but because it had been her that had that had caused it to happen.
Convincing herself that it was OK to do stuff as long as there was no touching, she returned to play their piss games every time she needed some money. Of course the money got smaller each time and to get any decent money from him she had to do more and more risqué stuff like pissing on his face. Nevertheless she never allowed touching. The closest she got to touching was when she'd sat on his dick. She had her knickers on and he had his briefs on and she'd pissed on his dick through her knickers.
One night, when she was fifteen years old, Lucy and uncle Jack had convinced her that big girls drink alcohol. She'd never drunk alcohol before. She drank some wine with them. It made her dizzy. She remembered uncle Jack climbing between her legs, trying to push him off and the pain as he pushed his dick inside her. Looking back now, she knew she'd been raped. At the time she blamed herself for getting drunk and provoking him. She never revealed the name of the father. Nine months later she gave birth to Sam. Susie herself was still a child when she gave birth to Sam and her body just wasn't ready. In the months that followed it became clear that Sam's brain was damaged. At best she'd have learning difficulties, at worst she'd be physically disabled.
That was her life over. No boy would take her as a girl friend with a crippled daughter. And, she was right. It was seven years before she met another man. That was another disaster. She'd been attending the birthday party of a neighbour. With no social life, no peer guidance, no learned social skills and zero tolerance to alcohol, after a few drinks she was easy prey. Some guy took her in the garden and shagged her against a tree. She was pregnant again and she didn't even remember his name.
She was now twenty eight years old and been shagged twice. Over the years, she'd turned the act of masturbation into an art. She had dildos, hundreds of porn pics and erotic stories. After a thousand different fantasies, what turned her on had refined, some might call her perverse or kinky but it's difficult to reach a climax masturbating to stories from Mills and Boon or pictures of Bambi.
She'd had a few lesbians come on to her. She was attractive, plain but attractive to those who like that kind of look. And, her slim frame, small tits, short black hair and glasses seemed to attract lesbians. Starved of sex, she'd been with a few to try it out. She'd quite enjoyed the tenderness and subtlety of another girl but she still yearned for a hot cock between her legs.
Out of frustration she'd even used Sam a few times. It started by just taking Sam's hand and rubbing it on her clit just to feel some one else's hand on her. It progressed into other innovative ways of getting her rocks off like, for example, smearing her cunnie with honey then sitting on Sam's mouth feeling her little tongue lick it off. She also pleasured Sam. It turned her on watching her daughter squirm and moan as she frigged her tiny clit. She'd been amazed at how Sam achieved orgasm at such a young age.
This story is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are products of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.
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